what i went through and left behind.

Wall of Quotes

Trying to find deeper meaning in nonsense.
Trying to grow without hating the process.

-Mbak Siti Zahra Aisyah (SZA)

In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer.

-Albert Camus

All the brute chaos and every-man-for-themselves notion doesn’t change your capacity to be kind.

-A friend of mine🐤

Don’t short yourself

– Me
  • I’m currently taking an impromptu speech class in my uni. The teacher loves to incorporate some unorthodox methods of exercising our skill. Last week, she asked us to partner up with a person and we have to stare at each other for 4 minutes straight. No talking, no smiling, no nothing. We also had to…

  • What if we’re not promised tomorrow? What if the last thing we ever see is the sunset we took for granted, the one we never bothered to glance at for years? Suddenly, its light blinds your eyes, and you see the oasis it creates in the distance, glimmering with all the regrets you stored away…

  • Series of Lucid Observation (SOLO) *** I was sitting on the MRT, across from a little kid with her mom beside her. It was a pretty long ride to my destination, and throughout the journey, this kid kept staring at me so intensely. Maybe I seemed peculiar in her eyes. Anyway, I returned the stare…

  • First of all, shout out to talia who recommend this movie to me, thank you and fuck you. For the reader of this writing, I kindly suggest you to watch the movie, It’s great 😀 I’m not easily moved by a movie, no movies I’ve watched ever made my heart aches so friggin badly, except…

  • Series of Lucid Observation (SOLO) *** It’s a recurring habit of mine to question whether I’ve tapped my card onto the scanner everytime I get on a bus. It’s such a trivial thing, yet somehow the consequences feels disproportionately large. I could get yelled at by the driver, my card could be blocked or worst…

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