I remember I used to listen to Pamungkas’ songs before he blew up at the end of 2018. His album “Walk The Talk” accompanied me through some rough patches in high school
My favorite song from this album is named “Bottle Me Your Tears”. This song always takes me back to the moment where I was a fresh second grader in high school. It always reminds me of sunny afternoon where I listen to this song on my ride home on motorcycle. I think the music is fun and sad at the same time plus funky beat, an instant fav.
The lyrics are full of contradictions. I’m pretty sure it’s about someone who is ending their relationship but are not fully sure about it yet. The phase where you still get the emotions mixed up. Between angry, sad and embarrassed. You want the other party to admit that they’re wrong. You question all the things you both said in the relationship.
Bottle me your tearsWrite a note on itTell that you’re sorryThat you love me bad
Love makes you do stupid things but heartbreak makes you do even stupider things. DUmb!! It’s like you plucked off your brain out of your skull completely. There is this early stage of breakup where you feel the need to prove yourself. THAT’s the cringiest phase I must say. To prove that “It’s your loss” phase. Gahd… I’m guilty of this so many times man… The things I did to make em “regret”. You are kinda asking, hoping (practically begging) for them to reach out to you.
Let’s not waste our timeLet’s keep it coolCan’t see you like thisAll sad, in tearsYou know we’re goodBut I gotta go
We had this beforeOne more heartbreakOne more of thisMight as well be good for us
This is the stage when you tried to set boundaries, to realize well this is the end of it.. but you’re still bouncing around it. One day you are so sure of your decision the next day you start having second thoughts.
And I’ll come back in tearsTell that I’m sorryThat I loved you wrongI like you too muchMakes me wanna go
You should be ashamed!
Hey, I hate you’re not feeling okayThings are just wrongAnd your eyes are sending signalsThat only you can understandWalls up and I just can’t make things align
Heartbreak is full of delusional state of mind.
[based on personal experiences]
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It gets better, trust me. Have some dignities man!
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