what i went through and left behind.

Quotes I don’t really live by but they sound nice.

Trying to find deeper meaning in nonsense.
Trying to grow without hating the process.

-Mbak Siti Zahra Aisyah (SZA)

In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer.

-Albert Camus

All the brute chaos and every-man-for-themselves notion doesn’t change your capacity to be kind.

-A friend of mine🐤

That’s all it is Miles. A leap of faith.

-Peter B. Parker

Don’t short yourself

– Me
  • Now it’s a critical time for most of the vessels as they are nearing the danger zone. Some vessels had been captured by the wicked zionists. I genuinely start tearing up every time I see this movement and the updates. It’s because of the hope and at the same time, hopelessness that it gives. They…

  • This originates from the phrase “Don’t sell yourself short” For those who don’t know what this phrase means. I will explain it shortly. When people are buying stocks, they have two options. They can go long or short. Going long means that you believe that prices will go up so you buy the stock in…

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  • Series of Lucid Observation (SOLO) *** I was sitting on the MRT, across from a little kid with her mom beside her. It was a pretty long ride to my destination, and throughout the journey, this kid kept staring at me so intensely. Maybe I seemed peculiar in her eyes. Anyway, I returned the stare…

  • First of all, shout out to talia who recommend this movie to me, thank you and fuck you. For the reader of this writing, I kindly suggest you to watch the movie, It’s great 😀 I’m not easily moved by a movie, no movies I’ve watched ever made my heart aches so friggin badly, except…

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i like these last 4 verses of Q.S. Al-Fajr

يَـٰٓأَيَّتُهَا ٱلنَّفْسُ ٱلْمُطْمَئِنَّةُ
Wahai jiwa yang tenang!

ٱرْجِعِىٓ إِلَىٰ رَبِّكِ رَاضِيَةًۭ مَّرْضِيَّةًۭ
Kembalilah kepada Tuhanmu dengan hati yang rida dan diridai-Nya.

فَٱدْخُلِى فِى عِبَـٰدِى
Maka masuklah ke dalam golongan hamba-hamba-Ku,

وَٱدْخُلِى جَنَّتِى
dan masuklah ke dalam surga-Ku.
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i like this book

and this

and this is my favorite movie