what i went through and left behind.

Wall of Quotes

Trying to find deeper meaning in nonsense.
Trying to grow without hating the process.

-Mbak Siti Zahra Aisyah (SZA)

In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer.

-Albert Camus

All the brute chaos and every-man-for-themselves notion doesn’t change your capacity to be kind.

-A friend of mine🐤

Don’t short yourself

– Me
  • They never ask They will never know Resentment comes from weird places, mostly places that are left untouched, and they will never know. – me *** I just finished reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower, and it’s definitely a page-turner. I read it in less than half a day, and I find the story…

  • Hari ini, Kamis 5 September 2024, Indonesia kehilangan seorang ekonom yang paling berani mengungkap kebobrokan rezim. Saya mengetahui beritanya setelah membaca tweet seseorang yang diakhiri dengan “Selamat jalan, Bang Faisal Basri.” Saya gak paham sama sekali tentang ekonomi, tetapi saya sering mendengarkan beliau di kanal-kanal youtube atau di platform siniar lainnya. Saya pertama kali mengetahui…

  • “Lidah lo berarti belum dewasa.” Ujar temen gw waktu gw kasih tau kalo gw gasuka sayur. Apa maksudnya coba lidah dewasa? Katanya sih kalo lidah orang dewasa itu makin ga peka terhadap rasa, jadi makin lama makin bisa menerima segala rasa makanan. “Ya, so what, I eat whatever I want to eat, sabodo teuing childish”…

  • I was in high school when I first discovered a youtube channel named JCS-Criminal Psychology which uploaded 3 part videos about the Chris Watts case. It is a murder case where a man killed his pregnant wife and 2 daughters. I remembered hearing about the case in 2018, way before the video was uploaded and…

  • Banyak sekali upaya manusia untuk mendefinisikan jati dirinya, mencari hal yang paling dekat dengan tabiatnya dan juga pemikirannya. Mulai dari zodiak, mbti, tipe kepintaran, pandangan politik, bahkan khodam… Beribu-ribu tes keperibadian dikerjakan, beribu-ribu stereotipe dilontarkan. Diantara sekian banyak opsi yang ada, gw merasa paling dekat terdefinisikan oleh “Alignment Chart” yang digunakan untuk membuat karakter Dungeon…

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