what i went through and left behind.

Quotes I don’t really live by but they sound nice.

Trying to find deeper meaning in nonsense.
Trying to grow without hating the process.

-Mbak Siti Zahra Aisyah (SZA)

In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer.

-Albert Camus

All the brute chaos and every-man-for-themselves notion doesn’t change your capacity to be kind.

-A friend of mine🐤

That’s all it is Miles. A leap of faith.

-Peter B. Parker

Don’t short yourself

– Me
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